Saturday, 1 November 2008

Anger

"to arouse anger or wrath within"

We all have been there. You have fun you play games, but something triggers an incident that has unsuspecting consequences. You try and understand what triggered the scenario, why you feel the way you do.

Then some people see a different side of you.

You dont like showing it, you have no remorse, just unconditional rage and you sit back. But you take time to think of all the different ways to handle a situation, you brace yourself for almost immediate destruction. You dont like the anger within but need to find a release mechanism. Looking under every stone until you have the answer and when you have the answer, spontaneous combustion. Letting rip of all the anger, that rage and why?

Because sometimes these things happen. Normally you let it drop, you attempt to resolve the situation methodically and with thought. For once that large wall between reality and self-control are merged, the catalyst has suffered cataclysmic meltdown.

But I am not like that. Time has passed and the anger waits. It bides its time to execute the next move. And when it does it will be done with control, without subsidence and without remorse.

This time, this time, its gone too far.

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