Faffing

A had a very good conversation with a friend who has really put things into perspective for me.

I could see raindrops on my window, but I could not see through the window clearly...

So faffing, yes, my word of the week. And less of it.

Level design, level design, level design. I know now to use Maya, now make something susbstantial. An interesting point and a point taken. So the Black Pearl? Nah too much detail, start small. Ooo, an old english tavern, now that is something that could be interesting...

Help

I am finding life a little difficult at the moment.

I am going against what I normally do. Usually very open, happy to help. I did not realize how difficult it was to switch the other way. Yes I am focused on what I want, but personally, it feels like a lot of hard work.

Itching to help, but I have to stop myself doing it.

Slow Progress

As the title suggests. Slow progress.

I am still seething inside but now I have some direction. Sometimes it just takes time. Bit I am still not letting up. My plan is gaining momentum. I say to myself "stick to the plan" let the rage flow...

I have no other way of dealing with what I have. If I let up, the pieces unfold like a rose. But the bud is still young. Shame the stem was pointing into the ground for a while. I want the flower to unfold how I want it, with a little help by nature...........

On a happier note, with Harri we created a Rhino out of the snow. Share the love.